New Years Resolutions are a set up for failure because it relies on self-will that has not worked in the past. Dry January was never a solution that helped me. I'll tell you what really worked and how my life has improved beyond my wildest dreams.
Are you feeling alone in life, even when you are around other people? These can be lonely times but take it from me, there is nothing you are experiencing that someone else has not been through and overcome. It might be time to reframe your sense of home.